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3/06/2003

Note: this is not meant to reflect my personal emotions or how I am feeling at the moment. I don't want to worry anyone with this. I feel like a cartoon character. I'm smashed wih anvils, blown up with TNT, and thrown off cliffs. I am subjected to horrendous pain at someone else's great amusement, but I never die. I just get back up, only to be run over by another train. Why do I keep going? Why not just lie down, let the exhaustion win? I honestly don't know. My friends are close ties to me, but even that pull seems to fade in comparison with the sweet release of lying down, and not playing the game. There are games you can't win. It just gets harder and harder until you lose or are killed out. Wouldn't a preferable alternative be to leave the game? Escape the inevitability of defeat? But how? Not death, that would only be giving in to the game, and admitting that there is no other choice. I wonder if I will ever find that option. I hope so. Tunes: "Girl's Not Grey", AFI; "United States of Whatever", Liam Lynch; "Somewhere I Belong", Linkin Park. (Couldn't find any clips for these ones, I'll try again next time)
posted by Josiah  # 3/06/2003 01:01:00 AM

3/03/2003

I swear I think this was the Weekend of the Dying Peripherals. First off, my Visor had to be reset, and now when I try and install the files I've backed up, it was a system error and has to be reset again. Also, my iPod, which is already a warranty replacement, has a dying screen, so that has to go back to California. The CD burner doesn't work, but that's been a standard for a while now. *sigh* What's a poor geek to do? Tunes: "Blue", Eiffel 65; - "I Never Promised You a Rose Garden", Suicide Machines; - "Du Hast", Rammstein; - "Do the Bartman", The Simpsons. P.S. As you may have noticed, I've started giving links to sound clips of the music I've been listening to. The clips are in RealPlayer format, mainly because I like RealPlayer better than Windows Media. If you care enough about that sort of thing to object, go and look the clips up yourselves.
posted by Josiah  # 3/03/2003 04:49:00 PM

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